Just when you think it's going to be quiet... BAM. Life smacks you in the face.
So, within the past 5 days I've found out...
- Buyers are not willing to give me what my car is worth
- My sister and brother receive a monthly stipend from father; he won't fly me out to see him.
- My mother has lost almost 100% of her assets.
(already known facts- my brother is in rehab and was kicked out of school, my father is ill, my sister is getting married)
But hey, at least I'm employed. Or something. I'm so unsure, so unsteady right now. I cannot help but let these factors get to me. I realize that next to none of these issues are mine. So why should I worry? Well... I haven't felt well for the past MONTH. It's been getting worse. Cramping, nausea, heartburn, exhaustion and now anxiety-> my fave. I don't know what's going on, but I can't help but be paranoid that I'm pregnant. Hopefully all it is, is paranoia.
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